autonomy of learning

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

magnetisation/form

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

propensity within someone

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

not their contents

you cannot feed someone truth

so the method has to be autonomous

and the fake qualifier

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

December 2025

we can only engage in such a way

IWGD

was it worth it

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

really i want the internet

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

It Will Get Lighter

bro i read nothing in my life

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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