there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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much more tactility

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

kind of mythopoesis

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

propensity within someone

really i want the internet

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

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yes


i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

I'm getting bored and he can tell, so he shifts the topic towards me. He tells me he'd spotted me chatting to a girl earlier, a black girl, and asks what I thought of her, if I liked her. I mimed affirmatively.

Her English is poor but she manages a brief introduction before getting to the point. She asks if she can touch his face. She's already reaching out and gesturing at it. Koreans are way too polite, he's just laughing awkwardly. I put my hand kind of between them and wave it to try and indicate no to her. I'm still in fucking mime mode. I say no, but it's not really to her, or to him, just no, in general. This is all too weird. Dejected, she departs with a comment about having never seen someone like him before.