Today I felt like starting

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

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a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

hiding from the rain


Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Can I see

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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no longer writing in the third person

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

its performative

I am below everything.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

plato

we need to be deconstructing our identities

division of reality is straying away from it