feel you
Better Lift
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
what do you mean
sorry i am texting like a slav
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
plato
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
hiding from the rain
but i respect your search
ahnaf abrar
i love it here
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
magnetisation/form