but really the thing should be autonomous


Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

but i respect your search

currently

no longer writing in the third person

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

really i want the internet

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

It Will Get Lighter

...

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

...

i am quite illiterate on producing technology


Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

autonomy of learning

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

wait what is that