like first name

or never left

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

division of reality is straying away from it

you cannot feed someone truth

this will be about a slug

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

...

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

so an active mazelike process

as in

that looks like my instagram account

its performative

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

bro i read nothing in my life

It Will Get Lighter

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

is this you as well

I am below everything.

and the fake qualifier

i see a website

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

no longer writing in the third person

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.