It Will Get Lighter

brb i will read and reply sincerely

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

but really the thing should be autonomous

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

god being the centre magnet

isaac

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

hiding from the rain

plato

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

you cannot feed someone truth

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

division of reality is straying away from it

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

so at the end

sorry i am texting like a slav

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

kind of mythopoesis