the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46



there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i dont understand magnetisation

like first name

autonomy of learning

Better Lift

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

you cannot feed someone truth

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

plato

barren land

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

like magnets

i understand

Lift Analysis

so the method has to be autonomous

no longer writing in the third person


Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59