Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

but really the thing should be autonomous

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Thank you, Jack

autonomy of learning

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

as in

you cannot feed someone truth

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

god being the centre magnet

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

that looks like my instagram account

so an active mazelike process

i understand

thank you