There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
but i respect your search
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
Today I felt like starting
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
in a post. I want to be remembered
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
December 2025
but really the thing should be autonomous
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
send link
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.
They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.