And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.
Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.
The Hatton geezer (fuck off) reminds me of this old failed actor who I'd met at a party a few years ago, another man out of time and out of place. This actor had scored a minor role in Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels and never really let go of it, had gone on to build his whole identity around it. I can't really blame him.
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
no like which do people call me
not so on: yvf(wthw)
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
I'm sat out the front of a cafe in Hatton Garden. I've just eaten a brie and bacon panini, and I'm rolling a cigarette. Feeling very London. An old man comes up to me and asks for a roll-up. I oblige.
we need to be deconstructing our identities
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
ahnaf abrar
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
i want to do that too
bro i read nothing in my life
like magnets