you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Today I felt like starting


I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Rain, starting

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

we need to be deconstructing our identities

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

that looks like my instagram account

abrar?

much more tactility

i was tempted to lie about my name

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

feel you

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.