the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

i understand

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

isaac

what do you mean

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

abrar?

autonomy of learning

its performative

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

its good short few pages

propensity within someone

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

thank you

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

we can only engage in such a way

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

Thank you, Jack

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

Thank you, Jack

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book