a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

I Write Goodbye Letter

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Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

bro i read nothing in my life

wait what is that

"Put a blanket."

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the site i am dreaming

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
part of an old note. It will get lighter.
"No, it'll get cold!" "Put a tut ahh put a-"

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Better Lift

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them. 

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there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

was it worth it

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