I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

I am below everything.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

in a post. I want to be remembered

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

It Will Get Lighter

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

"Put a blanket."

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

i see a website

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

no like which do people call me

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

autonomy of learning

we can only engage in such a way

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

its good

much more tactility

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

so the method has to be autonomous

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse