part of an old note. It will get lighter.

or never left

its performative

not their contents

i understand

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

and the fake qualifier

i have read not even 1 book

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

abrar?

what do you mean

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

you cannot feed someone truth

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

was it worth it

magnetisation/form

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

yeah

isaac

plato

like first name

its good short few pages

bro i read nothing in my life

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

its good

god being the centre magnet

i was tempted to lie about my name

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

your feed looks like my tumblr

is this you as well

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.


idk

no longer writing in the third person

I am below everything.