Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

in a post. I want to be remembered

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

I am below everything.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

we need to be deconstructing our identities

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

lol

what do you think my name is

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf