like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

its performative

you cannot feed someone truth

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

lol yea

like magnets

ion

is this you as well

its good

whats your name?

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

we can only engage in such a way

we need to be deconstructing our identities

no like which do people call me

feel you

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

idk

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Today I felt like starting

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

not so on: yvf(wthw)

the site i am dreaming

send link

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.