barren land


lol

i have read not even 1 book

fw

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

and the fake qualifier

feel you

yeah

that looks like my instagram account

abrar?

whats your name?

god being the centre magnet

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

isaac

its good

send your tumblr

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

and the fake qualifier

i want to do that too

isaac newton

i love it here

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

was it worth it

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

plato

Worse Lift

the site i am dreaming

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate