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but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Lift Analysis

Worse Lift



Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

hiding from the rain

no like which do people call me

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

It's loud and he's gone deaf in one ear, so I don't think he's really hearing anything I'm trying to say. We're both pretty drunk too. It's making for a kind of surreal interactive Business Insider YouTube video of a conversation. He talks, waits for my response, sees my mouth moving but doesn't hear my words, then he imagines something in their place, and replies to that. At least I don't really have to do anything but drink and mime and listen to a lot of bullshit fake gangster talk, being an actor, boxing, the old days, blah blah blah.

so the method has to be autonomous

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

bro i read nothing in my life

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like first name


Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

Pimlico Rats

It Will Get Lighter

and the fake qualifier

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

ahnaf abrar