with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

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We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i have read not even 1 book

you cannot feed someone truth

fw

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

autonomy of learning

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

much more tactility

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

send your tumblr

no longer writing in the third person

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

yeah

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now