propensity within someone

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

Better Lift

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

"Put a blanket."

Today I felt like starting

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

no i haven't really read anything

or never left

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

lol yea

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

plato

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

i have read not even 1 book

isaac

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

is everyoneback on tumblr now

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

it is hopeful

what do you mean

its performative