the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Better Lift
currently
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
so an active mazelike process
It's
dusk
in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.i dont understand magnetisation
like magnets
division of reality is straying away from it
isaac
its good
isaac newton
stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
all that is to say
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
no i haven't really read anything
we can only engage in such a way
Thank you, Jack
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
that looks like my instagram account
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation