nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

barren land

autonomy of learning

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

division of reality is straying away from it

all that is to say


There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Worse Lift

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i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

its performative

lol

we can only engage in such a way


Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

I am below everything.

send your tumblr

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

propensity within someone

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

so at the end

your feed looks like my tumblr

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.


Better Lift

Thank you, Jack

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

as in