currently

feel you

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

like first name


nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

was it worth it


lol yea

so the method has to be autonomous

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

abrar?

Picture

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

I am below everything.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

2 (actually index). two is company



or never left

plato

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

hiding from the rain

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

and the fake qualifier