it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!
hello reader,
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
ahnaf abrar
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
its performative
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She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
i understand
we can only engage in such a way
...
thank you
i love it here
dusk
in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️
no longer writing in the third person
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
currently
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."