with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Thank you, Jack

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

autonomy of learning

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

propensity within someone

all that is to say

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

so at the end

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

in a post. I want to be remembered

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

division of reality is straying away from it

Better Lift

so an active mazelike process

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

that looks like my instagram account

i have read not even 1 book

it is hopeful

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

its performative

Rain, starting

magnetisation/form

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

as in

barren land

you cannot feed someone truth