autonomy of learning

really i want the internet


a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

you have a beautiful account btw

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

send link

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Worse Lift

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

i understand

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

whats your name?

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i was tempted to lie about my name

no longer writing in the third person

...

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.