the site i am dreaming

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever


Lift Analysis

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting


it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Rain, starting

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

brb i will read and reply sincerely

kind of mythopoesis


Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03


Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24


somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

its performative

2 (actually index). two is company

yes

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.