there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Rain, starting

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation 

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i dont understand magnetisation

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

magnetisation/form

send your tumblr

its performative

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

so the method has to be autonomous

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

i want to do that too

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

plato

propensity within someone