Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Better Lift

Rain, starting

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

like first name

we need to be deconstructing our identities

so at the end

...

i really havent

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

is this you as well

ahnaf abrar

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

or never left

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

kind of mythopoesis

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

abrar?

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter