think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
like first name
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
was it worth it
I am below everything.
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it
wait what is that
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nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
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Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
"Put a blanket."
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December 2025