Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
in a post. I want to be remembered
hiding from the rain
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
it is hopeful
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Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
whats your name?
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now