its performative

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Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

December 2025

currently

its good

Better Lift

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

so the method has to be autonomous

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

hello reader,

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

we can only engage in such a way

was it worth it

i really havent

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

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The Hatton geezer (fuck off) reminds me of this old failed actor who I'd met at a party a few years ago, another man out of time and out of place. This actor had scored a minor role in Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels and never really let go of it, had gone on to build his whole identity around it. I can't really blame him.

but i respect your search