But seriously, thank you, Jack, for telling me that I could submit this to a high-level literary magazine or creative nonfiction outlet with some minor tweaks. I don't think I will do that.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

its performative

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

but i respect your search

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

propensity within someone

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as in

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13


FOUNDING DOCUMENT

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

It Will Get Lighter

and the fake qualifier

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

the site i am dreaming