i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

as in

so the method has to be autonomous

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

its performative

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

all that is to say

what do you mean

we can only engage in such a way

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

its good

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

plato

whats your name?

so an active mazelike process

its good

i was tempted to lie about my name

lol

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

or never left

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

in a post. I want to be remembered

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

have you read

we need to be deconstructing our identities

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."