the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

barren land

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Can I see

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

idk

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

autonomy of learning

kind of mythopoesis

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

wait what is that

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

really i want the internet

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever