i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Today I felt like starting

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

Rain, starting


"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

13, H, grate


Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
"Put a blanket."

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

as in

Actual born-Londoners aren't LARPing like this, they sold their shite family home for a million pounds and moved to Malaga years ago. They have their culture and they've taken it elsewhere.

no like which do people call me

ahnaf abrar

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

abrar?

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

December 2025

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

send your tumblr

like first name

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river. I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the dim silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank. They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

...

whats your name?

Better Lift

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

I Write Goodbye Letter

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.