think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now


IWGD

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Better Lift

no longer writing in the third person

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

abrar?

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

really i want the internet

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

isaac

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i love it here

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away