Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

IWGD

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.


Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

no longer writing in the third person

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Today I felt like starting

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

"Put a blanket."

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

it is hopeful

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

currently

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46