was it worth it
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
we can only engage in such a way
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
so an active mazelike process
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
not their contents
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
as in
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
autonomy of learning