Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

It Will Get Lighter

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

13, H, grate

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

"Put a blanket."

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

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The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

much more tactility

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

so at the end

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

its good short few pages

in a post. I want to be remembered

i dont understand magnetisation