so an active mazelike process
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
was it worth it
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
as in
have you read
what do you think my name is
so the method has to be autonomous
not their contents
much more tactility
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
i was tempted to lie about my name
no i haven't really read anything
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.
or never left
its good short few pages
i dont understand magnetisation