It Will Get Lighter

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

hiding from the rain

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

barren land

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

isaac

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

its performative

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

plato

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

magnetisation/form

magnetises a pin

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.