We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of
some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15
They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks
for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
part of an old note. It will get lighter.
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems
annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder
where it goes in the day.
Lift Analysis
it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media,
both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
we can only engage in such a way
brb i will read and reply sincerely
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
really i want the internet
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
