idk

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

as in

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i dont understand magnetisation

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

lol

It Will Get Lighter

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

or never left

ion

its good

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

no longer writing in the third person

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

plato

isaac


it is hopeful