It Will Get Lighter

in a post. I want to be remembered

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

but i respect your search

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

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I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

really i want the internet