i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

isaac newton

what do you think my name is

or never left

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

i understand

...

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

idk

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

autonomy of learning

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

isaac

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i dont understand magnetisation

feel you

its good

i was tempted to lie about my name

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

not their contents