Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
Can I see
"Put a blanket."
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
it is hopeful
no longer writing in the third person
really i want the internet
i see a website
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.hiding from the rain
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
kind of mythopoesis