no longer writing in the third person

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

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much more tactility

hiding from the rain

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

really i want the internet

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

we need to be deconstructing our identities

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

division of reality is straying away from it

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

like first name

brb i will read and reply sincerely

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

It Will Get Lighter

i really havent